Saturday, February 10, 2007

hey people.

really happy today. its like for the first time in a long long time. cell just felt really really good. but i thought praise and worship totally rocked. firstly. its like for the first time, i came to cell without that burden and without that guilt. and its like throughout testimony time, i was just really touched when yating told me asked alicia out for a meal. its like, for me, i really thought we all forgot about those friends hu came and left. but the truth was, we didnt, they still remained in our hearts and we still kept contact with them. hearing that from yating really touched my heart.

den its like during worship, i just felt the presence in a different way today. i just keep feeling a deep wave of love that came from God's heart. and He sort of into my heart and my mind. its like he gave me a vision of an entire cell group sitting together enjoying a meal, a time of fellowship. den i was like, God, are u ever gonna bring back those hu went missing, is this cell ever going to grow bigger, den it was like his answer seemed so assuring, i was just really touched and really impacted by God's love today. i cried buckets during worship. it really felt so nice today. its like for once, God's love felt so tangible. i mean like it just wasnt the presence of God. but i sort of felt His pain when we thought of the lost, children He wanted so much to be reconciled with. and den i thought of my own sins, and His love just washed it all away. thank you daddy God, that i managed to experience You in a whole new way today. indeed i know You are a heavenly Father who loves and cares and letting go of certain things now doesnt mean we let go of them for good.

the word was cool also la. it was a simple message on prayer. someone told me she needed that. haha. but today she didnt wanna come with me. oh wells.

after that we really prayed. and i think we really prayed up a storm. heh. really loved it. its like for the first time, i felt the presence of God so greatly this year, den the first time i prayed, the first time for many spiritual things. i m kinda scared now, scared that i ll lose this fire but all the more determined to keep it.

u know. life feels really nice when u know how to count ur blessings. i spoke to the brunei principals on wednesday. they really made me realise how xing fu i am. heh.

|cowpoo| 10:38 PM|

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